my first update

in which i cry my eyes out because coding is really hard

i never realized how difficult it really was to make a site. i mean i DID know but. I can't even format paragraphs properly without breaking something. even now my brackets code keeps breaking bc I can't figure out wtf is wrong with my actual code, and there's too much for me to check without wrecking it all.

my code keeps breaking help. even making paragraphs is difficult. i truly don't understand how people do this without wanting to cry every five seconds. I used a code corrector just to fix my shit beause it was absolutely a mess and it's my fault bruh.

really terrified that my scrollbar won't work ngl. Cuz i spent so mf long putting that bitch in that i feel like it's not gonna work. and what is the fucking point in that. like you're telling me that I can't just beg the code to let me use it even if I don't have text??????? I don't even know if it's going to work. it's just kinda sitting there. Like nothing. Help. Maybe I just won't use it. Maybe. Maybe.

Awesome news guys. it works. I'm so happy I was like if I'm typing out all of this bullshit for no goddamn stinking reason, im gonna get the three smirnoff in the fridge and knock them back while rewatching breaking bad. i literally cannot handle any more failure in my life or i might pass out. time to edit the sidebar and see how much i FUCK IT UP.